Does your job happen to you?
If you’re a willing cog in the vast machinery of work, it’s entirely possible that the things that occur all day feel like they’re being done to you.
The alternative is to create a job where you create forward motion, where you do things to the job, not the other way around.
Take a look at the language you use to describe what happened at work yesterday, that’s your first clue. If you’re not the one creating the change, perhaps it’s time to start.